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Pain Without Hope Of Healing

by basque

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1.
Nausea 02:13
Escape is in my system Escape is in my pocket My feelings are secure I’ve locked them Discontinue, disconnect Now I am trying to forget Can you blame me? Really?
2.
Perks 02:14
Pretend to be happy So you can stand to look at me Pretend I want this to be So you can sleep soundly Pretend to be happy So I don't drag you down into this hole I crawled out of I cant stomach this Just let it fucking end I cant stomach this Just let it fucking end Its futile to pretend that I'm good at something again We all know its a waste of time, just like a clear mind So do as you must Just numb me
3.
Stillness 02:21
Liar Cheat Monster Thief Stealing every single fucking thing Moments pass Hold onto what you had Smother it and put it to bed In time the sky will cry for me Maybe Before there was god We lived in sin Before there was heaven I had already been Before there was beauty I hated my chin Before there was stillness I was the wind Slumber, breathless Wake me
4.
I heard but I didn’t listen I held on too long but I didn’t like it It wouldn’t hurt so much being wrong If family and flowers weren’t in awe when I talked It hurts I’m worried about everything I expect nothing I’m scared of the future I expect failure The youthful glow is gone And in its place another scar To reinforce the fear that one day it will strike my heart I wish I was a good cell Though I try I think I’m cancer Put me down paper, blind contour So I can see what I look like inside of your mind all of the time Words can’t say it so actions will They’re so much louder, so I’m fucked Expect everything and lose everything Beautiful words without bearing Expect nothing and lose nothing Hostile actions and consequences
5.
Why can’t I enjoy it and make it happy this time? While you suffer on and make it worse for us I just wanted to say that I miss you But you told me to die and give up my life Maybe I have to, if I don’t try
6.
To say I’m tired is an understatement So I’ll lay my head on the pavement Thinking of the thoughts of today And the thoughts of tomorrow No time to sleep No time to borrow Waste my time with something that isn’t mine Observing my skin tearing through its stitch I discover truths the world has tried to hide See, I was built to keep rich men rich Yet I keep wishing to make rich men die Yell your praise, validate me Hate
7.
Irreplaceable glass, like the one I used to cut my head and cut my hands 1266 marks on my skin for every kilometre driven from here to Montreal and back again Will I die on a dark road or under brush and sun? I forgot how to remember anything Like where to live, where to love, where to grow old Is the place that I call home? I don’t know I don’t want to be here But I am too tired to start again The mark from each blemish left permanent Counting minutes when I should be sleeping But theory is softer than practice And I break even further with each morning passed When all that I wanted was shelter For a place I won’t feel I’m worth nothing The garden is full of weeds, I still think it’s beautiful The garden is full of weeds, I think it’s beautiful Spread thin Can I turn the clock back to 2012 again? Spread thin to distract myself from all of this

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released March 22, 2024

Basque is Nicolas Couture, Alexandra Garvin, Nathaniel Murray and Jakob Dodge.

Pain Without Hope Of Healing was recorded and mixed by Marc Bourgon at 103 Queen in Cambridge Ontario in 2023 and mastered by Rollie Ulug at Bright Lights Basement

Basque logo and typeface by Xavier Trudeau
Hands logo and “Perks” art by Alexandre Garvin
Stamp photograph, full band OBI photograph and “Worry About Everything” art by Sera Nicole
“Everything Good Will Crumble” by Jakob Dodge
Nicolas, Nathaniel and Alexandra OBI photos by Tera Hay
Jakob OBI photo by Brendan Hodge
Art direction and layout by Nathaniel Murray

Gratitude: Blind Girls, Botfly, Yearning, Gillian Carter, Life in Vacuum, Greber, Massa Nera, Terry Green, CADY, Boneflower, Ultra Love, Lost Vessel, Zack Hovinga, Kurtis Rideout, Jesse Alarcon, Sam Belanger, Sera Nicole, Xavier Trudeau, Willa Coward, Tera Hay, Marc Bourgon, Logan Rivera, Rollie Ulug, Mark Grant, Manu Shove, Arthur Chowca, Eric Jablon, David Norman, Dave Cullen, Akihito Mizutani

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