I fucked up again last night
Ill run my mouth, you'll roll your eyes
Looking hard into these moments, wasting time and no fulfillment, oh I so could die
Is this toxic and abusive. Am I fucked or is this useless. Why do I even try
I hope these words will ring out,
This desperations on hold
Thoughts to the void, these feelings won't shake, been dealt a shit hand, guess I'll fold
So, I'll sit here shaking, in my bones
Still feel empty, these words all wrong
Am I crazy? Or just lost?
Am I lazy? I'm just gone
Well I guess I'll just see my way out
unspoken truths go untold
Hurts to feel so afflicted in these walls I once called home
When was the last time, I actually, felt ok
I guess I'll just keep on waiting, to see if I feel that someday
credits
from compilation 2,
released October 23, 2020
Guitar/ Drums/ Bass/Vox - Jake
Lead Guitar - Alberto
Gang Vox - Jake, Alberto, Marcel
Recorded and mixed by Vince Rosy
Mastered by Brent O'Toole
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